Selfish
Great Ocean Road
[info]hihappy
If you(plural) had no intention of joining the both of them, then jolly well don't promise them anything. How RESPONSIBLE of you(plural) to promise smth like that and then 拍拍屁股就走. DOWNRIGHT RESPONSIBLE. Saying things like "But it was already dispatched to everyone that we are all supposed to choose on our own" or "You want to sympathize with others or you want to protect yourselves"  or "XX says don't want to ballot cos don't want others to increase their misunderstanding towards them" just shoots yourselves in your foot. WHO MADE THE PROMISE IN THE FIRST PLACE? Was it us? or was it YOU(PLURAL)? Why didn't you clean up the own mess you made? Turning ard and blaming others for your(plural) OWN mistake! No morals, no standard, no heart, DESPICABLE. Any respect or kindness i had ever felt for YOU(PLURAL) are all washed down the drain. None of us consented to letting them be tgt except the few of you but yet IN THE END NONE OF YOU HAD TO SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES. How CONVENIENT right? And people who didn't want to ballot cos of the misunderstanding part are a funny lot as well; COME ON and offer your services to JOIN THEM THEN since no balloting is gonna occur! And you NOT KNOWING that the remaining 4 of us are so obviously gonna be in one gang is the greatest joke ever. HYPOCRITE. Some people are not worth being your friends cos they only cover their own head and just let the "suay" people burn in hell. I wish I don't have to work with people like that in the future. Not in school, not in marketplace. Not ever. 

For the sake of the people I still love in school, I will talk to these idiotic people, but to talk to them with care and concern like how i used to would probably take...eternity? It's just too bad that even if I can forgive, I can NEVER forget.